My abnormal personality and just not trusting has put me into a better position in life then someone that fit in with everyone. While I got my ass kicked daily in high school everyone else was dating, when everyone else was hanging out with their friends watching tv I was riding around with my buddy who drove insanely fast while we were so stoned we just didn't give a fuck, while they were getting married me and my room mate were getting so high and drunk and then he'd drive like 90 on back roads after downing a 5th of jack and would fight anyone but me I laughed to hard for him to hit me since I'd laugh harder then he'd start laughing and not give a fuck anymore. I guess my fucked up life is allowing me to see and to still exist. I hope there are some single women left who didn't take that poison around my age.