Has someone ever described you, an idea you believe in, or your co-ideologues as evil? Do you have to "hide your power level", censoring your true thoughts and feelings to get by in professional and social spheres?
You are a monster. We are monsters. Or at the very least, we are monstrous in the eyes of others. As soon as our true nature is revealed, normal folk recoil in disgust.
This is a sub to contemplate the nature of our abominable, fallen state that separates us from common humanity and forces us to huddle in the shadows.