Evil is relentless, evil KNOWING me would just change tactics (more cost) to something different than a cupcake on a string. Evil COMES AFTER YOU (somewhat) after you repent and the OLD tricks (tempations) no longer work. RELENTLESS. That's WHY all GOOD people PRAY for ETERNAL segregation of evil and it's DRAIN on us. Eternity? like life on Earth is/was? NOT WORTH IT. DO NOT want to EXIST at all. God (Bible) SAYS evil will ULTIMATELY win (given current "natural" situation. WE cannot conquer it, WE cannot destroy it. We are NOT to try. We are to AVOID it here, and LEAVE vengeance to God. thanks for the words of encouragement though.