I tried that shit in my 20's. It wasn't mine but my girlfriend at the time. I had to speak publicly for work, and dreaded it.

It made me numb and "worked", but after a few weeks I started to have crazy thoughts and eventually a panic attack.

I got off that shit and never looked back. Then at some point in my 30's I stopped being afraid of things.

They shouldn't be giving brain drugs out like candy. They really mess you up. I can't imagine being on that shit for years.

Severe Side Effects from FTM Testosterone HRT.

Suicidal tendencies, violence, panic attacks, rage, jaundice (yellowing of the skin or eyes), severe allergic reaction (anaphalxis, difficulty breathing), nausea, vomiting, liver failure, cancer, kidney or urinary problems, infection of the injection site, stroke, or heart attack. This list is not exclusive and other severe reactions to testosterone HRT may occur. If you experience any severe side effects or suspected severe side effects from testosterone hormone replacement therapy, call your doctor or seek emergency medical treatment immediately.

https://www.femaletomale.org/ftm-transitioning-guide/testosterone-hrt/testosterone-side-effects/

This shit needs to get louder. Niggers need to notice that these meds are causing kids to die via crazy fucks on these meds.