Old post so hope its okay to comment still.... within a few yrs i plan to be married, pregnant & about a bazillion times happier than i am now. Gonna be married b4 i turn 20.. Got the boyfriend thing sorted out and he's definitely a keeper. He got lucky with me but i really really got lucky with him...We mesh together perfectly with just enough differences to keep things interesting & as soon as my hospital stint is over, we're gonna be together doing everything properly, dating properly & eventually he's gonna ask my Da for my hand. We want the same things in life.. to love, live & to find our place in the sun and to maybe try and do our small part at making the world a better place. Woulda been happy to be married several years ago but not legal to do so and even if it was my body was deff not ready to have kids tho it obvs differs a lot for a lot of different girls but literally planned every detail of my wedding since before i even liked boys :D and yeah yeah i know, a wedding and a marriage is different..but he knows i don't want a super fancy diamond ring.. a claddagh with my birthstone is enough.