you can pray for and change past events, I can pray now,. I dont have to wait ten minutes
Tonight, we pray for our enemies, those that we hate the most.
That was probably healthy. May that d-bag see the image of God in others for a change.
Tonight's prayer for enemies was and still is challenging.
I am so filled with generalized hatred for so many people, for so many reasons.
And I know that each one of my reasons is completely justified, and I feel righteous when I feel that Hatred.
I was correct, after all. There is no denying that.
And because I was correct, I continue to feel spite and hatred to those vain and prideful people around me who were incorrect, who have yet to admit their mistakes.
And I wait, I wait for those incorrect idiots to apologize to me, because I know that they were wrong, and I know that I am right, and everything they did was fucking retarded.
So I will wait until the End of Time, expecting an apology I will never receive, knowing I was always right about everything, and eating nothing but my own resentment.
The ones I prayed for, if they apologized, I don't think I'd believe it was sincere. I'd be wondering what kind of manipulation they were up to. It's better not to expect an apology and instead to hope for a true change of heart in these enemies.
The reason this is so important is because we are only ever aligned/fully connected with God when we are feeling love and happy. If we are spending any time hating, it is time that we are not fully connected to God, which is not good for us.
Forgive means to let go of fully, which is why forgiveness is divine; because it means you release the anger causing the disconnect between you and God. It allows you to let the love of God in and feel it. Forgive your enemies for you, not for them, because holding the anger hurts you, not them. Let go and let God. That hits differently after just reading and considering everything else I just wrote here.
With a sense of Love, Forgiveness and Compassion may we have the bravery to attempt the art of Fraternal Correction.
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