Theo, thanks for coming back and doing this, I have been thinking about you and hoping that you find happiness.
Remember, YOU are made in the image of God. That doesn't mean our bodies, it means the souls that are in the drivers seat of these temporary bodies. Through that soul, you are directly connected to God. Feel the love that connects you; live in that love. Anything that makes you feel fear(or any degree of it like anger) is altering your frequency and misaligning it to the love that is God. Don't allow things you see to make you disconnect from God. That is what is meant by turning the other cheek.
Holding onto anger is a poison that only affects you, which is why forgiveness is divine. More importantly than forgiving others, is to forgive yourself. Since forgiveness is divine, be divine to yourself, which is in alignment with the saying "above all, to thine own self be true".
I hope you are able to refind that connection to God that children are born with, and can go back to just feeling happy for no Earthly reason other than you are connected to God and feel his love.
I pray that you find this in yourself again and regain the happiness that is yours.
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