I wouldn't call it envy. I mean I do have that, but not in regards to this piece. Just commenting on the weird social order as I approach 35 and look young, but also some beauty in the world.
as I approach 35
I am 36.
Damn. God bless you and your children. I have some catching up to do. Now I am envious
I have some catching up to do. Now I am envious
That is what I am talking about. It is good to have a family, but maybe in the meantime you should accept your freedom and make the best of it. I sometimes wish I only had myself to care for, but I probably would have done something silly a few years ago. We all are where we are doing what we are doing for a reason.
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