Thanks for the well-wishes, but I do not want to lie to you and tell you that sobriety is something that is worthwhile or worth pursuing at all.
There is an awful lot of really bad shit in the universe I'd rather not be aware of.
Been there. I spent almost 10-years in a drug-addled daze - speed was my thing - there are black holes where years used to be that a still cannot recall, now 12 years sober.
Did the reefer thing; did the black-out booze thing, did it all and the only common denominator - everything around me was still there, time kept ticking whether I was aware of it or not.
Decided it was about me and mine, doing what was best relative to the things I could control, ultimately my happiness is a large part of that.
Individual miles may vary of course, and the decisions we make in this life are ours. Im celebrating you l, like it or not haha!
Sainte Mhaith
Did the reefer thing; did the black-out booze thing, did it all and the only common denominator - everything around me was still there, time kept ticking whether I was aware of it or not.
I keep on seeing this, and it makes so much sense.
>There is an awful lot of really bad shit in the universe I'd rather not be aware of.
One begets the other and the other begets the one. You know full well that the universe is a harsh and bitter bitch when your puking your guts out. She's still the same when you're on top of the world and in command.
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