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Be it Family, or Friends, or the Fine People of Poal.

They all express a certain concern about my mental well-being.

And I appreciate that.

They mean well.

They Truly do.

But they can't understand.

And every single time I to explain it to them,

They misunderstand.

It is almost like every single moment I have spent in this existence attempting to write poetry has been practice for telling them what they need to hear.

And I have not gone far enough.

I have failed, over and over and over again.

I tell them something, and they think I am going to kill myself, when that is the least of my intentions.

When I write, or speak, the goal is the opposite.

I need to make these words Perfect.

I need you to kill yourself.

Be it Family, or Friends, or the Fine People of Poal. They all express a certain concern about my mental well-being. And I appreciate that. They mean well. They Truly do. But they can't understand. And every single time I to explain it to them, They misunderstand. It is almost like every single moment I have spent in this existence attempting to write poetry has been practice for telling them what they need to hear. And I have not gone far enough. I have failed, over and over and over again. I tell them something, and they think I am going to kill myself, when that is the least of my intentions. When I write, or speak, the goal is the opposite. I need to make these words Perfect. I need you to kill yourself.

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[–] [deleted] • 1 pt

That’s dark. A righteous man doesn’t want darkness. So, forgive and forget all the wrongs done to you and live a better life. Find love or what you need to complete you. I think your posts have been enlightening, so I want the best for you.

Maybe we need to give it all a break for a while and find happiness, love and warmth of family. Times are hard but that just makes us stronger.