I can feel it now.
I think it is something that you can't really feel until you have tried to do it in a serious way.
It is an unmistakable realization.
It can't leave me, I can't not know this.
It feels like it has been with me all along, but I just ignored it all the while.
But now I know it is with me, and it will not leave me, no matter how often I try to look away.
It is oddly comforting, knowing it is always around me.
And that option keeps on beckoning me towards it.
I can feel it now.
I think it is something that you can't really feel until you have tried to do it in a serious way.
It is an unmistakable realization.
It can't leave me, I can't not know this.
It feels like it has been with me all along, but I just ignored it all the while.
But now I know it is with me, and it will not leave me, no matter how often I try to look away.
It is oddly comforting, knowing it is always around me.
And that option keeps on beckoning me towards it.
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