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I drink too much and I am sincerely unhappy. I have had thoughts of suicide often in the past 18 days.

There are no days when I feel happiness.

There are only days when I can successfully feign happiness to others.

My mind is absolutely fucking perfect.

It is my mentality that is garbage.

The only way that I can move forward is to acknowledge my own flaws.

I cannot imagine that this will be an easy, or pleasant, process.

I can only imagine that it is neccessary.

I hope this message finds you well, and I hope that you are in the best of spirits. Someday I will find you, and we can walk hand-in-hand into the autumnal sunset.

Until then I am on my own, and I will do my best to do well without you.

I will always love and miss you.

Regards,

-Theo

I drink too much and I am sincerely unhappy. I have had thoughts of suicide often in the past 18 days. There are no days when I feel happiness. There are only days when I can successfully feign happiness to others. My mind is absolutely fucking perfect. It is my mentality that is garbage. The only way that I can move forward is to acknowledge my own flaws. I cannot imagine that this will be an easy, or pleasant, process. I can only imagine that it is neccessary. I hope this message finds you well, and I hope that you are in the best of spirits. Someday I will find you, and we can walk hand-in-hand into the autumnal sunset. Until then I am on my own, and I will do my best to do well without you. I will always love and miss you. Regards, -Theo

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[–] • 5 pts

Cannabis is mind expanding. You've been had, goy. Your body has an endocannabinoid system for a reason. You really think the creator got that wrong?

[–] [deleted] • 3 pts

For some. For me, everyone becomes a cop , everyone's after me, and my heart races a million times a minute. To each his own, i'm more excited to see MDMA approved for PTSD treatments.

[–] • 2 pts

I've heard that symptoms like paranoia are caused by impurities in the cannabis, like if it got sprayed with pesticides or there was something in the soil. Pure organic cannabis or concentrated oil should be fine. (I've never tried any of it myself, though.)

[–] [deleted] • 2 pts

Cannabis can be relaxing, but for me it just makes my internal monologue louder and more paranoid. No matter the intake method. Oils and concentrates are pretty common here and they still do that to me.

[–] [deleted] • 1 pt

Someday, it will be legal where you are. When that time comes, offer the cop a hit.

[–] • 1 pt

@NotHereFor I feel obligated to inform you this is also sarcasm