Yeah, I just went to rehab for a little bit. The unfortunate truth of the matter is that being sober doesn't actually make a single thing better. I believed my close friends and family when they told my that my drinking was directly correlated to the cause of my problems. I thought to myself that is might be worth a shot. And while I did truly enjoy rehab, my return to society as a sober individual had left me with no feelings of happiness whatsoever. I can't see anything good. Consciousness is clearly a mistake. Many people drink for many different reasons. Some drink out of compulsion, some drink for pleasure, and some drink because it is a good distraction. I drink for the last one. I don't want to think about any of this anymore. It makes no sense, why any Benevolent God would create a Universe that allowed suffering. Better to drink often and drink deeply, and focus on the score of a Football game.