Please talk me out of this. I don't know what this is, but whatever it is hurts. I've been hurting for a while now, not sure really how to fix it.
If you want to talk voice to voice, let me know. I'll DM you my phone number in that case, if you say you do.
The world hurts a lot. I know that much at least. Just know that you aren't alone. You're never alone in spirit.
I empathize with you. There were months i keep telling myself i was going to kill myself in two weeks unless something got better or I went to sleep at least once without feeling like a total failure as a human being. Audiobooks have always been my escapism and even they are getting harder.
In war victory, in peace vigilance, in death sacrifice. We aren't at peace, and I won't tell you which of the other two we're at.
I'm going to guess you dont have a lot of in person friends anymore, and you spend a lot more time in your own head. Take a shower, brush your teeth, and make a list of what problems you can fix that would make you happy.