I've psychoanalyzed you six gorillion times in the chat, and this time won't be any different. You're retarded, you have PTSD, you keep shit on your chest when you need to tell other people, you an alcoholic, although not as bad of an alcoholic as I am. But most importantly, when anyone attempts to talk to you about anything serious, you will always deflect with a joke. Out of everyone on Poal, we are by far and away the most similar, with the possible exception of German, although he will never admit it. You don't know where you are going, and even if you got there, you wouldn't know what to do. I think you are a great human, many are saying one of the best, but you'll never live up to it until you seriously start to unload some of those thoughts you keep on carrying around.