I spent a lot of time and energy into getting it, it pays well, and now that I'm in the belly of the beast I can see the interiors and it bothers me. It's better than my last job for sure and it's got good mojo, credibility and reputation to be worthwhile for my pursuits but from what I've observed over the past several days is there's something rotting in the core. No diversity hires or niggers, mostly white people banging out 13-15/hour work days four times a week and then maybe another 9/hours on Sunday. Few breaks, constant movement and stress caused by pace and the unexpected. I like the work, in fact I find pleasure in occupying my hands and thoughts with tasks and drive. Busy hands/quiet mind mentality. I find this quality to be lacking in many or beaten out of others. The work doesn't bother me, the people do. Fucking hell I'm supposed to be the one who has no hope for this dishonest, kiked out nigger infested shithole world with its corrupt economy and double standards. I'm supposed to be cursing the sun for rising on this torched earth but *NOOOOO* it's the fucking NPC's running around like they consistently hate themselves or their surroundings and their life choices. TL;DR This new well paying job is filled with people who deep down are not happy or are simply idiotic and this bothers me.