Fist bump
Hell yeah! Welcome back. Proud of ya kid! I know it sucks, been there myself, but as you know, its gotta get did. Just stick with the plan because it do get easier, I promise. Let time and absence from it do its thing, you will heal and be a better man for it.
I knew it'd be harder out here. Don't have cravings, just not digging my situation, or still getting used to it. Rehab was fun though.
Man I wish I could help you guys get the fuck out of there, you need to get out west. Texas or Arizona. Lots of pool companies in AZ. Probably a few in TX too. A fresh start somewhere would do both you and Theo good. Makes fuk’n off all the triggers and bad influencers easier. Hang in there however you have too, it’ll be worth it. May not seem like it for a while at first, but it will be. Give it a chance, you already made the first steps, the main steps. The next few will be harder. Don’t let the same ol’ ruts drag you back down that same old road. Get the fuck out of there if you have to. If that’s what it takes, knuckle down however you have to, to make that happen. Doesn’t have to be across the country either. Just away, with a new set of rules to live by that the new people you meet and deal with will respect without the pressure of the old.
Remember, all us here want the best for you, but you have to want the best for yourself otherwise our prayers for you don’t mean shit.
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