Why getting kicked out? What did you do?
The house owner asked me if I drank last night and I said yes.
Why did you drink last night, faggot?
In that moment, sobriety was not working for me.
I tried real hard for awhile, and was told by many that life would get better if I just stayed sober. But it truthfully has just been getting worse at a remarkably consistent rate. Most of my friends and some of my family abandoned me during the pandemic, and I just really don't feel any sort of hope or positivity about my own personal future, or that of the human race.
I'm feeling terminally blackpilled.
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