The house owner asked me if I drank last night and I said yes.
Why did you drink last night, faggot?
In that moment, sobriety was not working for me.
I tried real hard for awhile, and was told by many that life would get better if I just stayed sober. But it truthfully has just been getting worse at a remarkably consistent rate. Most of my friends and some of my family abandoned me during the pandemic, and I just really don't feel any sort of hope or positivity about my own personal future, or that of the human race.
I'm feeling terminally blackpilled.
Your future is up to you. You can and will make it better, but only if you try. You have to take control. Stop giving into booze. Just. Fucking. Stop. So, you got drunk and now you pay the price for your honesty. Good. You were honest. Great. You fucked up. Fine. Happens to everyone. Everyone fucks up. Fine. You'll deal with it, just like everyone else.
Stop fucking up by drinking.
Take . Control. Of. Your. Future.
What would it take to make you fell less blackpilled?
Bro, if they blackballed you for that, it says a lot about their character. If they can turn their back on you for something like that, I hate to say it, but those people sound dangerous to have in your inner circle. The communist state was made possible by informants. People can change, pray for that in them.
Just food for thought.
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