God doesn't love or hate. You can't kill God, he's part of you and you are part of him, weather you like it or not. Your God is not the same as the God of a nigger or a jew or any non-White. Your weakened faggot mind needs to reconnect with God, and you won't achieve that by kneeling any crying like a little bitch, fuck what the (((church and priests))) tell you. To reconnect with God you need deep solitude and silence, the kind of silence only nature can provide. Go spend a night deep in the forest or mountain, don't sleep, build a fire and stay awake the whole night with your thoughts. No electronics, no alcohol, no food, no poetry (faggot). Don't go home until you have fully witnessed the sun rise. I know very well that you don't have the balls to do any of this, but still here we are.