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It was sad, but I’m not sad. 22 years together, I was just 19. Neither one of us is totally at fault, it just soured gradually over the past few years. If I were to put most of the blame on something. I’d say it was our shared alcoholism.

The heavy drinking started I’d say 3 to 3 1/2 years ago. We have a five year old son who is non-verbal severely autistic. He wasn’t always that way.

At 1 years old, he was progressing well above average. He was saying mama, dada, bye bye, bah bah (bottle) etc. We had a one year doctors appointment. He was to get 4 shots at once.

The wife and I back then were completely clueless about the dangers of vaccines and the pharmaceutical industry. We will never forgive ourselves. I held him down while they did it. I will never forget that day, it will always be the worst thing I’ve ever done in my entire life.

He fell asleep on the way home, and when he woke up, he was a different child. He wasn’t talking anymore. He wouldn’t make eye contact. He wouldn’t respond to his name or any verbal/noises that was made.

After learning about what horrific things these vaccines do to children, and doing so much research, we had realized what we had done to our own child. Turning to the drink came so easily to deal with what we did, and how hard it is just getting through one day of taking care of him.

We love our son so much. There are good days, and there are really bad days. Drinking once every few days became every other day, then it became every day. Then it became shitfaced drunk every night. Most of those nights involved drunken arguments with every horrible thing we could say to each other.

It got to a point where there was no going back. We cut each other too deep too many times. So, a few weeks ago we decided to end it. We need to do what’s best for all of us, mainly our son. We were honest with each other about everything, especially the fact that both of us have been sneaking around with other people and lying so much to each other for several months.

We are getting along well, still living together until I find a place. We are kinda friends now, trying to get off the bottle. It’s weird how well we are getting along. Our divorce is uncontested, and we aren’t fighting over anything.

Our son’s behavior has greatly improved because of the absence of hostility. We tried really hard to not argue around him, but he could sense the negative atmosphere. Alcoholism definitely had a major role in ending what we both thought was going to be forever. I’ve recognized that, and I’m doing my best to stop. Things are looking good, and I hope this year is a good one for all of us.

It was sad, but I’m not sad. 22 years together, I was just 19. Neither one of us is totally at fault, it just soured gradually over the past few years. If I were to put most of the blame on something. I’d say it was our shared alcoholism. The heavy drinking started I’d say 3 to 3 1/2 years ago. We have a five year old son who is non-verbal severely autistic. He wasn’t always that way. At 1 years old, he was progressing well above average. He was saying mama, dada, bye bye, bah bah (bottle) etc. We had a one year doctors appointment. He was to get 4 shots at once. The wife and I back then were completely clueless about the dangers of vaccines and the pharmaceutical industry. We will never forgive ourselves. I held him down while they did it. I will never forget that day, it will always be the worst thing I’ve ever done in my entire life. He fell asleep on the way home, and when he woke up, he was a different child. He wasn’t talking anymore. He wouldn’t make eye contact. He wouldn’t respond to his name or any verbal/noises that was made. After learning about what horrific things these vaccines do to children, and doing so much research, we had realized what we had done to our own child. Turning to the drink came so easily to deal with what we did, and how hard it is just getting through one day of taking care of him. We love our son so much. There are good days, and there are really bad days. Drinking once every few days became every other day, then it became every day. Then it became shitfaced drunk every night. Most of those nights involved drunken arguments with every horrible thing we could say to each other. It got to a point where there was no going back. We cut each other too deep too many times. So, a few weeks ago we decided to end it. We need to do what’s best for all of us, mainly our son. We were honest with each other about everything, especially the fact that both of us have been sneaking around with other people and lying so much to each other for several months. We are getting along well, still living together until I find a place. We are kinda friends now, trying to get off the bottle. It’s weird how well we are getting along. Our divorce is uncontested, and we aren’t fighting over anything. Our son’s behavior has greatly improved because of the absence of hostility. We tried really hard to not argue around him, but he could sense the negative atmosphere. Alcoholism definitely had a major role in ending what we both thought was going to be forever. I’ve recognized that, and I’m doing my best to stop. Things are looking good, and I hope this year is a good one for all of us.

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[–] • 15 pts

Wow. I had early the same experience with my child. Way above average, went for that big combo vaccine. Emergency room that night when the fever got bad. Autism, verbal issues.

I found there is hope though, diet can be magical. Changed his diet, and within a year was roughly average for the age. Apples eat aluminum from the shot, no food coloring reduces spastic times where couldn’t focus on us through the over excitation of his brain. Still has a little speech issue, speech therapy was useless, diet changed everything.

[–] • 8 pts

I’d like to learn more from you.

[–] • 2 pts

I've seen firsthand the wonders of cutting dairy out of the diet of my nephew with autism.

[–] • 0 pt

Thank you. He started refusing milk about 6 months ago.

[–] • 4 pts (edited )

Consumption of corn and corn byproducts seems to have a huge negative effect (in my personal experiance on one of my step kids and on one vax injured kid I know) and it sometimes takes days to work out of system.

[–] • 7 pts

Your story is quite common. I wouldn't be surprised if every pediatrician is essentially destroying at least one kid a week. You are definitely not alone. My wife's aunt had the same thing happen to her son. She also got divorced from it. One thing you should learn from the covid vax is how much the government, media, and medical establishment actively censors discussion about it.

There are ways to reverse it with things like chelation diets and other detox methods. From what I read, you've basically lost five years of development, but you can still have lots of improvement when they're young. The human body is very resilient. Simple things like aluminum antipersperant you might use could be stopping your son from clearing the aluminum adjuvant in the vaccines. There are plenty of people who worked their whole life in uranium or asbestos mines and lived to old age. Some of it is genetics and other is good habbits.

I hope you and your family can find a way through the maze you were thrown into. Don't give up after a few dead ends. Persistence pays off. Don't believe a fucking word a traditional doctor says about your sons condition either. As soon as they realize it's a vaccine injury they go into cya mode. That doesn't mean there aren't doctors that can help. However, most will give you advice that will actually make it worse.

[–] • 0 pt

I wouldn't be surprised if every pediatrician is essentially destroying at least one kid a week

I realy do not believe its the docs, it is the system that fucks it. Big pharma makes the rules they now obey. Also u pay for what u get and thats fucked in medicine. I have ivm but cost the price of a horse to get it.

[–] • 6 pts

The sad part of your story is (((big pharma))) will never be held accountable. Looking around today, I see worse outcomes being totally ignored and normalized. It's no longer only children but every one. Somehow we need to get over our collective cognitive dissonance.

Godspeed.

[–] • 5 pts

The vaccine schedule for kids in the US is insane.

[–] • 2 pts

Yes, it is. For those of us who are a little older, the jab schedule we had as young children is NOTHING compared to the cocktails of today.

[–] • 1 pt (edited )

IIRC, the first vaccination I ever got as a kid was the smallpox on my left arm at 6 so I could start school.

As kids back then, our vaxx schedule was playing with our dogs out in the dirt all day. Our immune systems were as trained, conditioned and aggressive as the 1st Ranger Battlion. The only kid in my school that was allergic to anything was to bee stings. That was about it. I don't remember any autistic kids at all.

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[–] • 2 pts

You’re right, they will never be held accountable. It’s infuriating.

[–] • 2 pts

Your child will hold you responsible as parents if you split up. If you stay together and fight to make things better your child will know that you love them, and will love and forgive you for any shortcomings you have. Harsh but true.

[–] • 1 pt

Yes - what I find so alarming now is how they're creating even more false narratives to cover up the crimes - eg: gas stoves impairing children, preexisting heart conditions, etc. It's sickening.

[–] • 1 pt

We need lots of deaths, and it should start with these human traitors.

[–] • 0 pt

From your lips to God's ears, GritD2

[–] • 5 pts

Sorry to hear this, I know several people this has happened to, and the marriages just didn't last. Too much stress and guilt.

I know the fact checkers were out in full force calling horrible names and trying to cancel me when I was telling the stories of what I saw.

My condolences.

[–] • 1 pt

The stress and guilt are massive.

[–] • 2 pts

Just know it isn't really your fault. These vaxes started out good and noble , then were turned into a state mandated profit center of destruction.

[–] • 0 pt

They never started out good. Polio vax gave people cancer from day 1.

[–] • 1 pt

J - we can only make decisions based on the best information available at the time of the decision. The stress and guilt are not yours - they belong to a corrupt system.

[–] • 4 pts

best thing you can do to love your son is to love his mother

[–] • 0 pt

I will always love her, but we just can’t live together anymore. I want to be happy, and I want her to be happy.

[–] • 4 pts

Alcohol is poison and makes you psychotic, damages your brain, and ruins your life. Don't drink it, don't have it in the house, and drop any friends that you have that encourage you to drink socially. Don't watch media that promotes alcohol/shows that feature characters that drink. Exorcise it from your life entirely.

[–] • 4 pts

Neither of my parents dra k much at all. I am the youngest of four, and my two older brothers were hard core alcoholics. One is in his sixties and the last I heard two years ago he was homeless in Nashville. I haven’t heard since. The other lived with my mom until well into his fifties and worked enough to buy beer. Fortunately I don’t have these tendencies, but do keep them in mind when I imbibe. I have a very good career and alcohol never interfered with it. My point is you can enjoy things without them ruining your lives.

[–] • 2 pts (edited )

Listen to yourself.

"Hey, alcohol only ruined two of three brothers' lives so far, but I must be special."

You aren't special. Alcohol is a dangerous drug that ruins your life. Absolutely nothing good comes of it long term, even in small amounts, despite what jew media tells you. Stop being weak and remove it from your life.

[–] • 3 pts

I disagree. Alcohol when done responsibly is much better than other drugs.

The key is balance with work, food, exercise and a rested mind.

[–] • 2 pts

It’s hard, it’s something my entire family does. It’s everywhere.

[–] • 2 pts

The amount it's promoted societally is one of the things that reinforces my will to not do it. Obviously (((somebody))) wants us wasted and self destructive.

[–] • 1 pt

Great point - What they did on American Indian reservations exemplifies your point.

[–] • 1 pt

It's an escape from the life you have to the happy or care free life you wanted, planned, and dreamed of.

[–] • 1 pt

Raising autistic kids is hard on the parents. I didn't start doing drugs until I was raising some, and now that I am no longer raising them, I find I don't need them at all now. People have no idea of the stress having an autistic kid in the house gives.

It's like having a baby rattlesnake loose in the house, striking everything it can, not understanding every strike is a kill shot, and being hidden/unseen till it (frequently) strikes.

[–] • 0 pt (edited )

1) stop making up excuses to be weak and drink alcohol 2) don't let (((doctors))) give your children any vaccines with aluminum adjuvants, ever - and only get them what is required by law, which should be 0 vaccines. Vaccines are unnecessary unless you live in a 3rd world shithole that's overpopulated and lacks basic sanitation. Maybe for the measles, as long as there's no metal adjuvant, because that shit is contagious as hell.

[–] • 0 pt

Easy to say 25 years later in hindsight.

[–] • 4 pts

Thank you for sharing your worst moment. It is a warning to us all. Youre strong, even though you might not feel it. Kudos to you and your wife, breaking it off in an ammendable way. That is a form of Love, and Love conquers all.

[–] • 3 pts

All I can say is in this extremely complicated, collection of incidences is be yourself, stay calm, remember positives and if you need support and agree with us, come to

Be well.

[–] • 3 pts

The saddest thing about this is that almost all the shots given to babies and young children are unnecessary.

[–] • 0 pt

I agree. He hasn’t had any since.

[–] • 3 pts

That's rough. I've been having some good success with stopping drinking, if you ever need someone to talk to about it. I can't help you with the family stuff at all, but I know alcoholism pretty well.

Stay strong, man. Life can be pretty brutal and incomprehensible, but there's hope.

[–] • 2 pts

Thanks friend, I’ve noticed once I get passed a couple days, it’s easier not too.

[–] • 1 pt

Stick with it, j - You all should start a support group here - I'm serious.

[–] • 0 pt

Maybe you all could start a support group of sorts here? Alcoholism is a real problem and even worse in times like this where social/psychological isolation is more prevalent than ever.

[–] • 1 pt

I've suggested it a few times - I'm just not the sort of person to run a sub, so I haven't looked into setting it up. I'd happily contribute to it though.

[–] • 3 pts

My guess is most people who start subs, start them with little knowledge of what they're doing - I think you can do it and do it well. I also think a sub like that needs to be run by those who have "walked the walk." You who have been through it, have a whole other level of knowledge than someone who's never had an alcohol problem.

Maybe you, and others who have graciously contributed to this thread, can put your heads together and see what you come up with. It's needed and could benefit many.

[–] • 2 pts (edited )

commented about the importance of diet and he's right. With proper diet and supplementing you can undo a lot, if not all of the damage.

^ In short, your son is likely deficient in almost all of the 90 essential vitamins and minerals the body needs to recover from this sort of thing, ensuring he gets all 90 vitamins and minerals every day will allow this recovery to take place. It can't be done through food alone, is a good place to start and will get him all 90. I'd also strongly recommend to help him break down the vitamins and minerals so you're not wasting your money on supplements that won't get absorbed properly. He should be taking 3 enzymes per day with his main meal, 3 EFA plus with each meal (6 per day minimum), and 2 scoops of the Tangy Tangerine with 1 scoop of Osteo-FX mixed into almond milk, organic juice, or water every day.

And here's a good foods/bad foods list I made that you can print out and hang up as an easy reference for good foods and bad foods:

I'd strongly recommend he has at least a few pasture-raised (or free-range insect foraging) eggs every day to greatly speed up recovery. If you have questions, I'd be happy to help further direct you on proper diet and nutrition to help your son recover.

You owe it to your son to do the hard work, fix your life, and bring him hope. If you don't, who will? I've given you the tools to help him, it's up to you to use them.

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