Lol , I've been thinking lately I need to see some sort of mental health professional cuz I don't give a shit about anything anymore. I feel life is pointless , I don't believe in love anymore, I can't say I don't believe in God , but I question it now , or even think God just doesn't give a shit about us. I'm in a dark place , but still have some joy in things , sunny days , seeing raptors soaring , starry nights. Enough ranting , I'm just kinda lost