Hope your sobriety journey is going well. Bro, don't drink anymore. It's for real not worth it. The kindling effect is real. I've seen people get suicidal with it (and DT's.) I enjoy reading your posts, you're very eloquent. Hope you have a Happy and sober New Year!
Thank you very much,
I always appreciate appreciation, and hope that my posts make your day slightly better.
But I'll never understand people telling me not to drink because of the kindling effect, or because it makes me more prone to suicidal idealization.
I understand, that for certain people, excessive intake of alcohol is their actual problem. They drink to an extreme amount, and mess up their lives, because they are no longer in control of their own behavior.
And, a lot of alcoholics are like that.
And, a lot of alcoholics will claim they are not like that, that the reason they are alcoholic is special, and different.
But I am actually special, and nothing like (most) other alcoholics.
Sobriety does not help.
I know that I do not want to exist, and the only thing I want more than that is to convince you that you shouldn't exist, either.
The Goal is pretty simple, very straightforward, and initially ugly.
I'm going to have to convince all of you to commit suicide.
I'm going to have to convince all of you to commit suicide.
Fauci, Bill, Fuck Joe Biden, CNN and many others all tried and failed. No one here listens to anyone.
That's the spirit!
Nihilism creates allowance for Kiked out behavior. There's purpose in picking up your cross and following Christ while you shit on those Kikes.
It isn't really Nihilism though.
I fully believe in Christ, he is really the only idea I can get behind.
It is the realization that God created us with the allowance of Pain. The idea that God allowed us to have imperfections, so, no matter how hard we try to be pure, we can still spread misery and suffering through the flaws we were given by creation.
No matter how perfect you are, and how much you don't want to, you will cause Pain.
Eh. I think I'm going to ride out life because it's the only one I'm getting, and I think you're a faggot if you opt out because you can't handle adulthood.
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