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I was afraid of my dad as a young boy . I was afraid of niggers as a young boy I was afraid of being alone as a young man. I was afraid of being a father as a young man. I was afraid of losing my job. I was afraid of being stuck in my job forever. I'm afraid of getting old and deteriorating physically as I get old. I'm afraid of being dependent on others . I'm afraid of dying afraid instead of bravely accepting death .

I'm sick of being afraid.

I was afraid of my dad as a young boy . I was afraid of niggers as a young boy I was afraid of being alone as a young man. I was afraid of being a father as a young man. I was afraid of losing my job. I was afraid of being stuck in my job forever. I'm afraid of getting old and deteriorating physically as I get old. I'm afraid of being dependent on others . I'm afraid of dying afraid instead of bravely accepting death . I'm sick of being afraid.

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Hey brother , I made peace with my dad before he died. I fought niggers at least once a week from 4th grade until I made it to a college prep H.S. where niggers were few and far between. They " integrated " our grade school when I was in 3rd grade. The nigger savages were ruthless and our parents and teachers did nothing to protect us. As a child of 9 I knew nobody would protect me and I was on my own. 3 other White kids and myself became fucking gladiators fighting these beasts. I have learned to act despite being afraid , I just wanted to admit I've been afraid most of my life.

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Well "I" happen to think it TAKES a brave man to admit he's afraid.

Im glad you things squared with your dad. Unfortunately NO ONE can fuck you up like "FAMILY" can. i found THAT out first hand.

And I'm old enough to be with you on the Niggers. I lived through the forced busing of the early 70's In Massachusetts where it seemed to be the fucking worst in the Country. the Riots, The Bullshit. The Niggers coming in From Jamaica Plain, Mattapan, Roxbury, Dorchester. Friggin nightmarish then they also added fuckin reform school criminals to our Jr. High. What a shit show.

well at least in the end, we get OUT of this bs and on to better things.

And your screen name still gives me a laugh. Love that

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Thank brother. Stay strong White Power !