Life has a funny way of moving slowly enough that everything important feels monumental, but fast enough that it all disappears from one moment to the next. It's almost impossible to know how to open a new door when the room being left behind is so comfortable. I wish I could word the pain. I wonder what I'm writing for. Love is beautifully painful. I have nothing left to blame and yet everything has it's place in this. Time is moving forward at a pace I am not ready for, I don't want a conclusion, I'd rather just turn and avoid it. Let the play play, let the choir sing, let the ball roll. I don't want to make decisions. I don't want a part of this. I'm just a child, I want to use my heart, not my brain.
All I used to dream about was going home, but now I don't know what that is.
Where we're going, we're going to need a light.
Life has a funny way of moving slowly enough that everything important feels monumental, but fast enough that it all disappears from one moment to the next. It's almost impossible to know how to open a new door when the room being left behind is so comfortable. I wish I could word the pain. I wonder what I'm writing for. Love is beautifully painful. I have nothing left to blame and yet everything has it's place in this. Time is moving forward at a pace I am not ready for, I don't want a conclusion, I'd rather just turn and avoid it. Let the play play, let the choir sing, let the ball roll. I don't want to make decisions. I don't want a part of this. I'm just a child, I want to use my heart, not my brain.
All I used to dream about was going home, but now I don't know what that is.
Where we're going, we're going to need a light.
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