Im done... I Drank way to much Sunday night. Like anywhere from a 1/4 to a 3rd of one of the gallon jugs of Captain Morgan. I'm not sure because it seems I kept drinking after blacking out. I didnt do anything stupid luckly. However I think I broke myself. Today is the first day I dont feel like Im dying. Tuesday I had 2 fevers, weds day 2 more. I got so cold to my core I started to shiver while profusly sweating. I had chills so hard they might as well have been a seizer. My urine was dark orange untill today. I think I might of really fucked my liver up.
Im done. It was so bad I was so sick for so long. All I wanted was is to feel normal again. Now I do. I'm done
I have no want or desire to ever drink again.
I dont think Ill live through another black out.
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