Mine got so bad I was blacking out a couple times every week. Led to a couple embarrassing incidents my family had to bear witness to. Nothing serious, but taking a blackout whizz where you think there ought to be a toilet is pretty embarrassing... the next day hearing about it...

Also did this weird blackout thing of completely unhooking and disconnecting my PC/monitor/mouse/kb and shoving it all into the corner of the room. Why? I dunno. Just did.

Im done... I Drank way to much Sunday night. Like anywhere from a 1/4 to a 3rd of one of the gallon jugs of Captain Morgan. I'm not sure because it seems I kept drinking after blacking out. I didnt do anything stupid luckly. However I think I broke myself. Today is the first day I dont feel like Im dying. Tuesday I had 2 fevers, weds day 2 more. I got so cold to my core I started to shiver while profusly sweating. I had chills so hard they might as well have been a seizer. My urine was dark orange untill today. I think I might of really fucked my liver up.

Im done. It was so bad I was so sick for so long. All I wanted was is to feel normal again. Now I do. I'm done

I have no want or desire to ever drink again.

I dont think Ill live through another black out.

Why?

"when I get drunk and sing all night long...."

Judging by your posts lately it's becoming obvious that you need and want to change. Do it for yourself. And dog...

drinking is for pussies