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Not because I didn't care about him. I loved him. He was the biggest shit stirrer at every get together and it was always hilarious.

It's just that he was gone a while ago. I watched a corpse of what used to be him slowly decay for 2 years. Dementia sucks.

Not because I didn't care about him. I loved him. He was the biggest shit stirrer at every get together and it was always hilarious. It's just that he was gone a while ago. I watched a corpse of what used to be him slowly decay for 2 years. Dementia sucks.

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[–] • 5 pts

I can relate

When I learned my dad killed himself, first I was sort of stunned, and then nothing in particular

You would have asked me the day before how I would feel if that happened, I would probably have answered "I don't even want to think about it"

It's not a problem that you feel nothing. However, feeling guilty over feeling nothing can lead to complications...

Years had passed since the last time we saw each others, so as bopper said here https://poal.co/s/TellPoal/590656/e1a4c9cf-26c2-43a9-9f6c-81c0af664f49#cmnts "if someone is not 'relevant' in your life, your day to day or week to week life, you will not miss them much."

It doesn't sound right... And at the same time it's likely very true...

[–] • 6 pts

I agree with you and bopper's comment. He just became someone I didn't know. A shell of a person. I hate to put it this way, but he died to me a couple of years ago. When I couldn't call him a fag or something and immediately get roasted by him.

Anyway. I missed him a long time ago. At this point, I'm kind of glad he could finally rest.

[–] • 0 pt

Got dayum someone turn the fucking lights on.