I think as you age you see things more clearly , metaphorically speaking
When I was young I was sold the lie completely. By the time I was 20 I was an active agent of slack and mischief. Around 30 the veil lifted and I regretted it so much. Now I am in between worlds, full of judgement and doubt, about my peers and myself, trying to make my way out of the weeds and into the fields of my ancestors.
You are not alone.
Ignorance truly IS bliss.
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