Yeah.
I don't strive for laziness or anything, but I definitely do my best to avoid clarity of thought. That is something I do not like feeling.
Maybe alcoholics are people too lucid for their own sake, so they drink
I can't say that for all alcoholics, but I know what alcohol does for me.
It makes me more myopic, in the sense that I can be distracted by a single thing and not have to be overwhelmed by everything that is around me.
Alcohol dulls the brain, not that I think my brain is particularly good, but I would say that my brain gets to thinking about really uncomfortable topics if I don't distract it enough.
I'd rather shit-post or read or write or watch a TV Show than actually have to think.
What is that problem eclipsing everything else?
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