I can't prove it, but contraception isn't 100%. They didn't want kids, in my foolish youth I hoped that if "it" happened they would change their mind. These were long term partners who would occasionally make 'doctor' visits for vague reasons.
It's possible that I'm wrong making that statement.
Being older these days, I find myself more desirable to the women who want children, but also much more picky. It seems like every female over 21 has tattoos somewhere now, but mostly I resent the years lost that I could have had watching my children grow.
I will admit to a great deal of failure on my part that prevented me from finding and convincing someone to be the mother of my children, but the suspicion that some of them might have been conceived and aborted leaves me bitter when I think about it.
Thank you for the excellent reply.
I can't prove it, but contraception isn't 100%. They didn't want kids, in my foolish youth I hoped that if "it" happened they would change their mind. These were long term partners who would occasionally make 'doctor' visits for vague reasons.
It's possible that I'm wrong making that statement.
Being older these days, I find myself more desirable to the women who want children, but also much more picky. It seems like every female over 21 has tattoos somewhere now, but mostly I resent the years lost that I could have had watching my children grow.
I will admit to a great deal of failure on my part that prevented me from finding and convincing someone to be the mother of my children, but the suspicion that some of them might have been conceived and aborted leaves me bitter when I think about it.
Thank you for the excellent reply.
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