This is literally the only place and people where and to whom I can say whatever I think at the moment without censoring myself. When Poal goes down, I feel muted, because I'm thinking all these thoughts that I just cannot express in any other place or to any other people. Elsewhere, and to everybody else, I feel like my very thoughts and feelings are taboo. As if the entire weight of American society is aimed at silencing and destroying people who think and feel the same ways that I do.