Clown World is hard, however at least try to make it to the end.
Kicking opiates? Good for you. Stay strong. You can do it. It gets easier.
Your emotions are going to be all over the place for a little while, but as your body returns to its natural state, you'll notice it. I promise.
It's gunna suck for awhile , but it'll get better. Being addicted to opiates sucks worse , remember that
Come over to the chat (check the sticky post)
I tried going on the chat site. It fucks me up, for some reason. There some kind of "ap" or something that is highly intrusive, which I don't believe I need since I'm on a desk computer, not a cell phone. I can't seem to get past it, so I guess when this place goes down I'll try to re-connect when (and if) you guys ever get it back up.
You can use the web version or Element app (open source)
The chat is crowded like a happy hour in a whore house.
I've been to your house before are the drinks still 2 for 1?
The link doesn't work for me. What am I doing wrong?
Use Element app (open-source for mobile/desktop) and add chat.poal.co in the homeserver field before registering.
If you're already using Element for a different chat can you use multiple homeservers?
Addiction, even mild addiction = feel kinda numb
Kicking addiction = everything you should have been feeling the whole time hits you all at once
Completely normal and healthy. Don't let it worry you or fight it. Remind yourself it's short term. Exercise and quiet reflection offline is your friend. You're going to feel proud of yourself for sticking with it. This is a wonderful gift you're giving yourself.
Comfort.
It's obvious people aren't there yet. Once waiters go full jihad and start random assassinations that's when you know we are in "it". Until then everyone is just cruising hoping they will be allowed to live side by side these parasites.
Pretty normal, been there done that a thousand times (likely you were having some depression, your mind messing with you).
That's not snapping, that's purging. Find a better outlet conducive to your new lifestyle. Youuuu kandoeeeeeeeet!
Stay strong brother. Start lifiting weights or exercising to allieviate some of that anxiety. It will help more than you know. Also pick up the bible and find a trad wife. Life will get better brother.
Got any shit left over? Asking
Hard times build strong men. Do not let this break you, let it harden you.
Crying like a baby is the beginning of beating your illness. Stay tough, stay close to real friends and good luck fren.
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