White people (most) have a death wish, there's no rational way to explain it. White people simply aren't aggressive and competitive as other races are; they don't enjoy hurting people who hurt them. The "warrior gene" is rare in European men and I've noticed that most of you are also the same way. We know that these tendencies are genetic and that being the case, there's really no remedy. You can train someone to fight, but you can't train them to want to fight. Someone who helps an enemy is just fucking hopeless. Your "go to" and those of other whites I've known is to try to get away from enemies, whereas mine has always been aggression and being more about pride. I never wanted to get away from my enemies, I wanted to make them suffer. If someone disrespected me, I knew I had to make an example of them and for the most part, that was enjoyable for me. Consider this woman, very casual and having a good time shooting at an enemy. I can relate to that a lot more than most whites with their dumb holiday bullshit. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=44f4ZENAzDE Like I say, White men are a bunch of hobbits. No way that passive attitude is going to work in close proximity to these jackals Another thing I've noticed about most of you is that you can't face unpleasantness and this makes you unable to make accurate predictions. There's always some fairy tale that in your mind is going to save you, there's no real reason to believe this but it's just about feeling good and doing what you want to do. Whereas with me, I never felt good and never cared about feeling good. That made it easy to know exactly what I need to do and just do it; I always thrived on unpleasantness. The times I felt the best was smashing some nigger's head in with a bat and second best is recalling it. lol