Your story is interesting as fuck. Thanks for sharing it
Xiaoma is a goddamn charlatan and an attention whore - don't use him as your basis of whether or not you're good at a language. Ditto with any of the other fuckwits on jewtube or social media, or those SJW fucks who say "I am fluent" despite barely being able to string a sentence together. The way I weeded out these fucks was by insisting on speaking the language I was learning, even if they responded in English. There was one time in particular that I remember where one of these fucks sperged out because I refused to swap to English for their benefit, despite the fact they said they were "much better" than me at the language. Needless to say I never interacted with them again.
Good luck with your journey of learning Russian. There's other languages on there too if you're interested too.
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