I have forgiven myself for being angry about this, yes there was a time when I harbored bitter resentment. Then, I went to war and that scared the shit out of me. I came home a more peaceful person. PTSD ain’t gonna take me. Every action has a thought, I think about those things, I am at peace with the world. There is no hate in my heart. Except for communists, it’s not hate, it’s loathe, I despise and loathe anything marxists. I’m at peace with that. The hatred for communism is so buried deep in my soul, I don’t know how I keep an even keel. Here in California I’m surrounded by them. But I’m reasonable and don’t want hurt on anybody, except commies. Striking out will just hurt me. For now.
I have forgiven myself for being angry about this, yes there was a time when I harbored bitter resentment. Then, I went to war and that scared the shit out of me. I came home a more peaceful person. PTSD ain’t gonna take me. Every action has a thought, I think about those things, I am at peace with the world. There is no hate in my heart. Except for communists, it’s not hate, it’s loathe, I despise and loathe anything marxists. I’m at peace with that. The hatred for communism is so buried deep in my soul, I don’t know how I keep an even keel. Here in California I’m surrounded by them. But I’m reasonable and don’t want hurt on anybody, except commies. Striking out will just hurt me. For now.
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