Thank you for taking the time to post this. I like people like you, a lot.
I was born with Spina Bifida and Mekels Diverticulitis. Thanks, ma. Both caused by intentional prenatal mismanagement of an unwanted pregnancy. The Type 2 diabetes at age 15 was icing on the cake.
Spinal problems kept me out of all sports and PE. Never threw any ball before turning 40. Still won't although that DE toughened my bones at last and took away the unending lower back pain. Good stuff! The Mekels caused me "wanting to die right now" stomach pains a few times each year until it finally gave me intestinal gangrene at age 28. Surgery corrected that one, but they took out a lot of gut and I'll never be right.
25 years ago, I married a wonderful Chicago Polish lady and I've never been happier. We live simply in a forest on a mountain in North Carolina. Had quadruple by-pass 4 years ago, but cherish every day. And I only wish health and happiness to everybody. Especially hope all the best for a good guy like you. You know. You understand.
Ty for the kind words and Im sorry to hear of your own trials. People who are fortunate enough to have their health don't realize how lucky they ARE honestly and its not their fault. Its easy to take for granted being able to just get up every day, have a normal body and a normal energy level and go about your day. I'd kill for that. Like you though, I've never known it. I don't know if I can lay any of this at my mothers feet but I probably can. She kept RJ Reynolds in fucking business her whole life and was always on one script or another but honestly, I really don't know. It doesn't matter anyway she's long left the planet and before long so will I. I'm actually looking forward to that because having had 2 NDE's and slipping out of body on a fairly regular basis I know what being pain free is like and it will be nice thats for damn sure.
I have a cousin that did what your mom did. Didn't want her baby and did nasty shit to try to cause a miscarriage. The result is that my cousin is SEVERELY retarded. Nice huh? That's the other reason I don't want to hang around here any longer. The world never changes and will always be filled with fuck faces who abuse kids and animals. Hell we HAVE a few on this board that fucking BRAG about doing it. I wont miss the Earth.
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