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Being sober. It’s boring sometimes. Like tonight. You know what’s more fun than sitting watching stupid videos on your phone? Watching stupid videos on your phone high. You know what’s better than going to the gym? Going to the gym high. Doing drugs for so many years leaves with you with this feeling like there’s always something missing. Like you need salt or something. I can’t explain it. I miss meth most of all. Meth and video games. Then you see demons after a week and that’s fun cause it’s like a waking nightmare.

Being sober. It’s boring sometimes. Like tonight. You know what’s more fun than sitting watching stupid videos on your phone? Watching stupid videos on your phone high. You know what’s better than going to the gym? Going to the gym high. Doing drugs for so many years leaves with you with this feeling like there’s always something missing. Like you need salt or something. I can’t explain it. I miss meth most of all. Meth and video games. Then you see demons after a week and that’s fun cause it’s like a waking nightmare.

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Well it’s too late now. The interview was last Wednesday. I want this job more than I have ever wanted anything in my life. I’ll know by December 15 if I got it. I can’t make it 30 minutes without thinking about it. There’s a few million dollars on the line. It’s a very big deal. If I don’t get it I’ll have to wait a couple years At least to try again but like I said I’ll have to interview again and it’ll be the same goddamn story so why bother. It sucks so much cause I’m the best option they have. They just don’t know it. Everyone says they’re this or that but I actually am. I would put my work ethic and attitude up against anyone on this planet