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Being sober. It’s boring sometimes. Like tonight. You know what’s more fun than sitting watching stupid videos on your phone? Watching stupid videos on your phone high. You know what’s better than going to the gym? Going to the gym high. Doing drugs for so many years leaves with you with this feeling like there’s always something missing. Like you need salt or something. I can’t explain it. I miss meth most of all. Meth and video games. Then you see demons after a week and that’s fun cause it’s like a waking nightmare.

Being sober. It’s boring sometimes. Like tonight. You know what’s more fun than sitting watching stupid videos on your phone? Watching stupid videos on your phone high. You know what’s better than going to the gym? Going to the gym high. Doing drugs for so many years leaves with you with this feeling like there’s always something missing. Like you need salt or something. I can’t explain it. I miss meth most of all. Meth and video games. Then you see demons after a week and that’s fun cause it’s like a waking nightmare.

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I don't drink because I'm an alcoholic. I drink because the evenings are so looooong and boring. When we travel or have something going on then I don't drink at all. But when I'm home it's literally the best game in town. Bonus it can take up to a week to watch a movie, because I inevitably fall asleep. But even if I stay awake I've learned that drunk me's understanding of a movie is usually completely different to not-drunk me's. So it's like two movies in one.

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There’s a part of me that’s always hoping to be hopeless. Just so I can run to my grave. Take every drug I can get my hands on and live wreck less till something kills me

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My take on things is that life is so short and it's literally all you have. So you take your pleasures where you can. Beating yourself up does absolutely nothing for anyone, except make your existence more miserable. Own the shit that is your life and enjoy it. The end comes too soon.

If you want to run to your grave then that's your call, it won't make any difference in the big scheme of things. But it only makes sense if you're life is so filled with pain or misery that each day is unbearable. "I'm bored" is a fucking pussy excuse, dude.