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Being sober. It’s boring sometimes. Like tonight. You know what’s more fun than sitting watching stupid videos on your phone? Watching stupid videos on your phone high. You know what’s better than going to the gym? Going to the gym high. Doing drugs for so many years leaves with you with this feeling like there’s always something missing. Like you need salt or something. I can’t explain it. I miss meth most of all. Meth and video games. Then you see demons after a week and that’s fun cause it’s like a waking nightmare.

Being sober. It’s boring sometimes. Like tonight. You know what’s more fun than sitting watching stupid videos on your phone? Watching stupid videos on your phone high. You know what’s better than going to the gym? Going to the gym high. Doing drugs for so many years leaves with you with this feeling like there’s always something missing. Like you need salt or something. I can’t explain it. I miss meth most of all. Meth and video games. Then you see demons after a week and that’s fun cause it’s like a waking nightmare.

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Yeah, know what you mean. It's forever. We've permanently altered our brain chemistry in our young and stupid years.

Can't really truly enjoy anything like we used to, before the drugs. There's always that "something missing" hole you mentioned, that's real as fuck.

All I can say is I've only ever grown accustomed to it over the years, but it never goes away.