That’s what I’m talking about though. At least it was a car. It wasn’t some useless crap. Not only do I got my crap that I bought. I got the crap that others gave me through Christmas or birthdays or whatever. THEN I GOT GENERATIONAL CRAP. THAT ILL BE GUILTED INTO TAKING. FUCK IT ALL BURN IT ALL
Real zen mindset. I also try to get rid of at least one thing I don't need every day.
I want my sister to have it all. She’s the responsible one anyways. She very much has her shit together. Iv got it together for now. I’m likely to go off the rails any day. Iv been off the rails. It’s nice sometimes going down that path. Nothing matters when you’re there. Nobody else matters. There’s truly not giving a fuck. What if I’m homeless? ’Who cares. What if I’m dead? Who cares. You can always be dead the next day anyways so why bother. All the money in the world can’t buy that freedom. That’s a freedom that must be earned with failure, pain, and misery. Then when you die it’s over anyways so it never mattered
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