For context, we are two six foot tall musician dudes that like good art and tolerate minorities but never liked faggots much. Our friends are city people who were still fairly serious about art in their 30s. They went completely blue and we went red in a very short period. It didnt benefit us. I dont see why we would do that unless we were right. I mention the ghettos just to further remember how I was before that. I was fearless. Ever since I've been on edge.