I know your pain; I myself am on the brink of a mental breakdown. I used to take a break from times to times from this site (or Voat when it was active) but now things are going too fast. I feel like I have to stay aware of what is going on in the world, but it is very taxing; and nobody else seems to care. I am happy I managed to convinced my parents to not get vaccinated, and that helps a little, but my batteries are almost depleted. As Dr Vernon Coleman says: "Although it may feel like it at times, please remember, you are not alone."