>was it within a week of vaccines? None of my kids received or will receive any vaccines. All their births have been fully natural, no drugs involved whatsoever. She just didnt wake up and the autopsy found no reason at all for her death. Thanks for the thoughts, it's been a few years now and we have another little one that came along after her. As a Christian, my children are a gift from God and belong to Him from the moment of their conception. I'm just their earthly father doing my best to raise them up in the way they should go so when God took her to Him, it was an opportunity for me to die to myself and thank God for the short time we got to hold her. As Job said, "Naked came I out of my mother's womb, and naked shall I return thither: the LORD gave, and the LORD hath taken away; blessed be the name of the LORD." It changed me to put that tiny coffin in the ground and to stand on top of my own eventual grave next to her little tombstone. One of the final binds our enemies have on us is that righteous men have something to lose; we have wives and children and things we've worked for and value. But now in addition to that, I have a little one on the other side and I want so badly to see her again. I'm here to love the rest of my children and to serve for as long as my Lord sees fit, but when it's my time to stand fast over whichever of the bolshevik fronts reaches my door first, I'm ready to go.