They came to visit me about the stuff I posted online, specifically on this website. They mentioned two things, the first thing was my calls for attacking infrastructure, economic warfare, like with boycotts and the like. The second part was me saying things like "if the jews in our country died out, the blacks would not be such a threat to us, since most of their hate for us is based on manipulation and misinformation", and other old /b/ edgelord stuff like that. This got me thinking a lot after they left, because the thing is, I don't really want jews to die out, not here, or anywhere else, it would mean that a lot of good or innocent people would die out along with the ones that concern me, who I honestly don't want to die either, I just want them to stop saying and doing things that hurt people like me, but maybe they don't realize it, either, at east, not most of them. That got me thinking further, why would I say I wanted jews to die, when I didn't mean it? the obvious answer is that it is for the same reason that some guy wishes for someone else to die in a moment of frustration, only to instantly regret it when that person does indeed die, he never meant it, but it was his emotional state that got him saying things he didn't mean to. I live around a lot of people from other races that I've occasionally said such things about on here, most of them are people I really don't want anything bad to happen to, but it's usually specific people talking about my people as a group, from a position where they represent themselves as a group, that produces this type of response. Emotions are at the center of all this, frustration, irritation, anger, and other such things, which leads to us responding and talking about their group in the same way they talked about ours, it's a feedback loop of people saying things they don't mean. Most likely they are feeling the same way about us the way we are feeling about them, nobody really wants to hurt anyone else, they just don't want themselves to be hurting. What we need is a dialog, an open conversation, we need to try and empathize with each other, I think we aren't too different in our perspectives and motivations, we are lacking a clear understanding of each other perspectives, and are doing a poor job of giving the other side an adequate picture of how we are seeing things. A lot of us see the other as someone who just wants to destroy other groups, but the real problem is the issues that exist between their group and ours, everyone is in a tough place, and they all need to understand the struggles of the other side. Here's what I think is happening: Everyone is doing the best that they can for themselves and those who they care for, everyone is trying to do what's right, and when things feel unfair, emotions cause them to say or do things, in a lot of cases, things they really don't mean. Perhaps all individuals from all groups of people have nothing but good intentions, and they all just want to live a comfortable life and have those who they love live comfortable lives as well. Think about the black guy who goes out and throws a white kid off a high place in a mall, he's frustrated and scared, because he thinks white people are conspiring against him, he's lashing out when his emotions get the better of him, he wants others to feel his pain because his life wasn't what he wanted it to be, and the system seems rigged against him and those like him. White people on sites like these then say that they don't want blacks and jews around, because the media and court systems are heavily influenced by jewish people who are hiding the story and not doing adequate justice to the perpetrator, when the guy clearly targeted the kid for his race alone, but what we want is for violent crimes not to be committed against us just on the basis of our race. But perhaps the guy has all sorts of issues that we aren't privy to, which might result in a lighter sentence, perhaps the people behind the people behind the censorship of the story are doing it because it doesn't fit with a narrative they buy into on a personal basis because it makes the world make sense to them, a narrative that is just as simplistic as our own. Perhaps we are all feeling like victims, and want there to be en enemy who is malicious and out to get us, but there really isn't such an enemy, and we are playing the role of the villain for each other by saying things out of emotions that we really don't believe, everyone is scared, because communication has broken down, and we don't want to listen to each other, and even when we do, we have trouble talking about what we truly feel and think about various things. This isn't just on our side, it's on all of them, it's time to be empathetic, it's time to try and make an effort to understand each other in the most charitable and realistic basis, it's just victims all around, and people who hurt others are most likely either lashing out, or not really realizing how they are hurting others, or perhaps they are seeking justice and feel that there aren't any other options for getting it. Now, I understand that psychopaths exist among all groups and that there are more common among some groups than others, as is true for any trait and any grouping, by they are rare among all groups except those that specifically select for such a trait. I also understand that there are a bunch of very wealthy and powerful jews who wish to make white people minorities, and possibly exterminate them, and that their ideology has adherents who also occupy powerful positions, it's funny, but I have issues with trying to understand the mindset behind this. However, I think a lot of the people who are playing a role in this are not actually interested in doing this to us, they just want a world where everyone has a chance to succeed, in their heart, they want everyone to be happy, and they perceive us as just wanting others to suffer, just as we don't mean it when we speak about other races, when its the issues of a race-related conflict that upsets us, they speak out about us in the same way, they don't really want us to die out, they are just being edgelords. This is why you often find them being friends or family to people from group that they supposedly hate, because they don't actually hate those groups, thought they may say they do at times, often it's hyperbolic speech. Just like in our case, it's hyperbole, we are saying things we don't mean because we have difficulty expressing the more complex feelings that we have regarding the situations. We need to become more reasonable, less emotional, and by "we", I'm including myself and the likes of people like the omegle edgelords in it, I just heard my statements the way an outsider hears them, and kind of saw the type of reaction that such people have to such statements, like the reaction of someone to you telling them you hope that they "break a leg", when they come from a place in which such a statement is not used euphemistically. needless to say, I'm cutting that shit out. I think our world's history is mostly due to people having the best intentions for everyone, and doing what they can to make a better world for everyone, but hurting people as a consequence of doing so, I think that everything, even the worst events of the past from genocide to caste systems, to slavery to occupation and conquest were all motivated by the dream of building a better world for all. The main issue is that people are different, they are different as individuals and different as groups, and as a result of that, there is inequality, often perceiving the cause of inequality as being due to malice is the catalyst for a lot of conflict between groups of people. I think we need to recognize that most people want to be good, they want to be good to everyone else, they have those who are closer to their hearts who they wish to put before anyone else. i think that we can find commonality among those on the sides that oppose us, we can talk about things and ask questions to try and better understand others and how they see things, because I think a lot of the words they are saying, don't actually describe the more complicated and well-meaning opinions that they actually have. The police were nice enough, one of them left me his card: D.M. (Darren) Kerchak Constable investigator National Security Enforcement Section D.Division P.O. Box 5650, 1091 Portage Avenue Winnipeg, Manitoba, R3C 3K2 Tel: 204-983-6160 Fax: 204-984-1964 Email: darren.m.kerchak@rcmp-grc.gc.ca Royal Canadian Mounted Police