I used to take these meds at the hospital, for pulmonary damage. One of them was a steroid, and the other was not. Anyways, ever since i have been taken these meds more often, ive had this lingering low grade depression bugging me. It wont go away, and all i can think of is misery and despair. Exercising doesnt help, nor does drinking more water, cutting out carbs, etc it supercedes any mechanism for me to get rid of the depression. The problem is if i stop taking these meds, i will die within 2 years, and if i keep taking the meds i could possibly live for 20 or more. So part of me wants to go for the noble death, and die in 2 years knowing i lived a great live, vs lingering around in misery and agony for 20 or more years. That is all.