YEs it is VERY difficult for me too. I found (remembered) i LIKED having stories READ to me (elementary school). Follow along in my book while the teacher read (AND commented (NOT editorializing) on vague or confusing parts). shepherds chapel (.com too) is a TV program I FOUND on TV 7.5 years ago. Where they simply (mostly) read the bible chapter by chapter and verse by verse (KJV) and use concordance (Strong's) to help understand TRUE intention where errors and mistakes and FRAUD is found. 5A every morning (5 days a week). 1&2 Kings currently (pretty boring in parts, but accounting of David's rule passing to Solomon and the various nuts and bolts of that and the blood line of Jesus (David's son Nathan, not solomon)... Thanks. Hope shepherd's chapel helps you as it HELPED me. SEE. and HEAR for the FIRST time. and SEE the error of MY life's choices.