Do yourself a favor and if this is something that you’re truly interested in, then drown out the noise and stop caring what people may think about you. A couple quotes because my time is limited. “It is the mark of an educated mind to be able to entertain a thought without accepting it.” Aristotle. “The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane.” Marci Aurelius You will find many, many “false prophets” and gate keepers when it comes to flat earth - the entire “Flat Earth Society” comes to mind. Additionally, the left and intellectually weak thrive on pseudo intellectualism and quickly default to ridicule and mockery. This may be a good starting spot to spark interest in a specific field you find intriguing: https://youtu.be/qEaHjPF47_E Good luck out there; not many have your best interest in mind. The next mind blower is what that means, especially when contrasted with the dogmatic teachings of modern scientism. “The haughtiness of a man will humble him, But whoever is humble in spirit will obtain glory.” Proverbs 29:23 “I know that I know nothing.” Socrates