It wasn't some weird group sex thing. I just needed a reason for being in a mostly black neighborhood and preying on white women w/ niglets looking to escape poverty. I'm becoming a more empathic human as I get older (probably declining testosterone levels over 30 but I'm getting injections for those) but a lot of things I have done were cold calculations, estimations, and guesstimates. Life's been alright so far. You don't have to be Brad Pitt to get laid. That's all I'm saying.