Somehow I always found learning all the things, passing tests, playing piano and writing music to be easier than breathing, but I had no clue how to and struggled in my day to day activities for such a long time. When I went to uni I relied on friends to sort out my year to year accommodation needs and lived on pot noodles and bread, then after finishing and returning home I did nothing but lay in bed and rely on my family to do everything including booking medical appointments for me and all my day to day things until my late 20s. Everyone used to simply call me lazy and got fed up of me very fast, so many arguments and two days spent in jail and I didn't seem help until I was 27. And even then not only does it take years upon years to get help from the NHS, the gubment keeps giving me zero points on my benefits applications and making me starve. I keep asking for social help, mainly help with finding work but no-one helps me so still Just stay in bed all day long with next to no money but my benefits appeal is on Monday so hopefully I will get loads of money back.